December 2009
bye 2009, hello 2010
two more hours to midnight. 2010 is coming real soon. let’s hope that 2010 will be a more fruitful and exciting year!
bitch
you’re so annoying, bitch. stop acting as if you own this world. kindly please look at the mirror and reflect about your bloody life before you talk about others. and, you’ve bitched about those people that you used to be close with to the wrong person. fyi, there are more people here who are higher in their social status than you. you’re nonsense.
i’m watching princess diaries now. hehe.
I miss talking to you, knowing that you get and understand me. Everytime I talk to someone else, it just reminds me of how much they don’t.
I’ve learned a lot this year. I learned that things don’t always turn out the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as...
luv is around me.
fuckyeahhlove:
You make me believe in myself. You make me smile. You give me your trust and I give you mine. You make me complete. You comfort me when I feel down. You mean the world to me. You show me what it means to be in love. You are my everything. I love how you gaze into my eyes. I love how you hold me in your arms. I love how we hold hands and kiss. I love how you make me feel secure. I...
went to ttsh today with Mum and amirul. nenek kam looked way better today as compared to the first visit. she is able to talk, laugh and even joke around now.
two is better than one.
insanity
my crazy nur amalina has been missing me too much so i met her yesterday, all the way to the another end of singapore, after she ended her class. the plan was to catch alvin and the chipmunks 2 but the queue line was insanely long and we knew by the time we reach the counter, all of the tickets will be sold out. we gave it a pass. we ate dinner together. she had chicken rice while i ate tomyum...
“Forgetting isn’t enough. You can paddle away from the memories and think they...”
– Sara Zarr, Story of a Girl (via arianesantos)
attended joyce’s christmas party with amalina. what more can i ask when there was delicious food, awesome people around?
i spent my whole saturday in ttsh, visited my grandma and first aunt. upon seeing her thin, weak body lying semi-consciously on bed with her cancer cells attacking her other half, my eyes started to well up with tears. but i held back and tried to stay calm. cancer is...
i had a weird and sad dream.
yes, i had a weird and sad dream. I dreamt about me breaking up with farid and my family abandoned me. wth. so sad.
WEDNESDAY
Not everyone got this golden opportunity like i do to observe surgeries live. it was unbelievable. i’ve seen how ceasarian and removal of fibroid from uterus was being done. the size of fibroid is enormous. dr alpana and i came to a conclusion that it looked like a chicken. photos were taken but, sorry, i can’t show it. a great experience that i will never forget.
after that, headed...
“We can only learn to love by loving.”
– Iris Murdoch (via fuckyeahhappy)
http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=8&v=268... →
Surprise!
cold saturday
breakfast at swenson, went to TTSH(again) to visit Mak Long, starbucks for drinks, orchard, ate at ayam penyet ria and home sweet home.
Luv
fuckyeahhlove:
I love the way that you walk. Your shoulders thrown back, head high, one foot in front of the other. I love to watch you dance. Flying across the stage, boy among the girls, confident as ever. I love to hear you talk. Little lisp, lilting laugh, lips moving. I love to feel your hug. Arms around me, heart thump-thumping in your chest. I love to have your kiss. Warm, loving, like...
“Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of...”
– Mary Anne Radmacher (via fuckyeahhappy)